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Summer of Two o Nine , reworked

I. I sit at my table, coffee's bitter taste holding the worry at bay. Hair in a bun, best my shaking hands could manage in the dark. I hide my smile in the cup as Barry walks by, ignoring me. My cheeks burn in memory of a kiss, hours old now. II. The climb to the watchtower forces sobriety into his lungs. "What am I doing?" echoes Between gasps of air, and the taste of Kamikaze on Dani's lips III. I feel like I'm seventeen again. Silly as it is, it keeps me warm in my empty bed while Barry snuggles the couch. Did it really take me cheating to get My life to feel alive? My pulse quickens, heart in my throat I read the r

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24 deviations
Literature

A House of Leaves and Cigarettes

"We represent all the people" the man in the itchy gray suit said. His office smelled new – fake even not a thing out of place. These words were echoing in the vaulted Capitol building   amongst stomach growling hunger and nervous glancing for familiar faces. I tugged on the Brown Lady's sweater, asking what time it was. A stranger's face smiled at me. She smelled like the woods and cigarettes, bits of twigs in her shawl. I asked where she lived, she looked around the park and smiled the lie away "You are in my house." The school chaperone pulled me away, or tried to I stood- enthralled as they shouted at each other.

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3 deviations
Literature

Swansong for the Immortal soul

Swansong for the immortal soul Recollections of memories fade to Distant obscurity, a twinge of understanding That somehow they were important. A road map of pain and pleasure, winding About heart and body – digging under The scar tissue reveals little, Things best left hazy. Each handful of terror and dust Has a name, a purpose, a reason For being; yet – little more is Known save that something was once In its place demanding attention. What more is there, then, in the end Of all things save faint recall of Important matters and people – aside For oft neglected musings of Addled sounding memoirs.

The Muse is at the Center

10 deviations
Literature

What it all takes

What it all takes My Mother's tears wash my ruined face, vestiges of bloodless battles and crisscrossing scar tissue melt under the salt as the water runs from fore to chin. My hands, unrecognizable to my eye, absently wipe the river from lids heavy with borrowed troubles and earned worries.  Great crags of flesh and angry red diminish as life untainted flows across them.  Half scared, and half whole, I close my eyes and listen to my heart and lungs, concentrating on the simpler things of capillary action and muscle contractions; forgetting the deadlines, wanton anger and reckless hatred that flows ever readily from

Urania's Elegy

5 deviations
Literature

Douggie, Old Boy: the Tale of a Two-Bit Thug

The waves crash on the talus, muting the noisy caddy as I pull up to the edge.  Its engine rumbles in protest as the salt spray enters the confines of the rusted junker. The trunk creaks and moans, resisting my efforts to open it quietly; the slick bag, Douggie-sized slightly twitched as I push it aside and pull out the cinder block at the end of the cable.  "It didn't have to be this way" Douggie simpered on smashed knees as I bound his hands with a coat hanger. I ignore his crying, just as I know he did when Jane begged for her life. I block out his moaning as I bolt the weight to his broken legs, cinching the cable to his

Of Many Minds

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