A House of Leaves and Cigarettes by amerandur80, literature
Literature
A House of Leaves and Cigarettes
"We represent all the people"
the man in the itchy gray suit said.
His office smelled new fake even
not a thing out of place.
These words were echoing
in the vaulted Capitol building
amongst stomach growling
hunger and nervous glancing for familiar faces.
I tugged on the Brown Lady's sweater,
asking what time it was.
A stranger's face smiled at me.
She smelled like the woods and cigarettes,
bits of twigs in her shawl.
I asked where she lived,
she looked around the park
and smiled the lie away
"You are in my house."
The school chaperone pulled me away, or tried to
I stood- enthralled as they shouted at each other.
I glance across the quad,
and there you are.
Oblivious to my rhinoceros subtlety,
but with gleaming irises, you know.
So I wait
for the butchers carousel
to rotate to an empty space.
And I latch
my heart
to an oxidized meat hook.
Violins play a dirge, masked
by my blind crooning
as I wait the day
that your Mercurial mind
turns its attention
to the man
dancing on the end
of a
hook.
Dad swung the sledge again
zeroing on the 'borrowed' eight by eight,
splinters, creosote, and dust coating
his arms and hands.
Work started early that day.
My brother and I were promised
a movie if we woke up to help
him, an incentive forgotten
as the chainsaw numbed
our eyes to anything
as trivial as Disney.
His shoulders set,
feet planted easy and face blank
and distant.
Forty years of ham handed
discipline and blatant apathy,
remembering to duck the fist that fed him,
but not the whip of his grandfather.
Each hard scar, a reminder.
Convincing the beam, he called it;
using the labor and tools he had
to fit the two hun